Collateral mistery
“Today I exist, tomorrow I live”
Contemplating the fact that nothing comes randomly and experiencing it as a whole life can be truly overwhelming.
Consider the following:
If nothing’s randomly given to you and it all comes with a purpose then it might not even be such a hard thing to do, to live, when in fact all you’re doing is to continue the set of actions that have been assigned to you within a decent amount of time. If we consider eliminating all the need for decision-making and assume that whatever comes is, by the end of life, achieved, then all we need to do is just to wake up and breathe without ever thinking about stopping.
With this considered to be true then the only God Himself knows when we will stop breathing, and so existing.
With that considered to be false then our life purpose is much difficult to find, our decisions can really bring us closer to an unwanted death of us or other individuals, and also the love and sorrow and pain might be felt more deeply due to such pressure of decision-making.